i wont become soft
i'll live and die without regrets
i'll decay now
i'll keep smoking cigarettes
i wanted to cry out that
i'm needing less and less
i'll sprawl on the floor
i'll keep smoking cigarettes
half above
and half unclothed
half unloved
and half bethroted
i'll got to that secret place
where you and the world dont know
i'll cast my face
back into that backseat blues
i know that place
better than i know you
i'll cut my hair
thats what this razor's meant to do
but i wont stop there
enough to know im living too
i'm nobody's fool
my naked flesh fall with the ash
i live more today
because i know i have no past
my eyes slip away
my lips lie to you
and i say i wanna stay
but i'm see-through
you know i wanna die, too
you know i wanna die, too
dying of these wounds
Composer and multi-instrumentalist Robert Stillman takes a magnifying glass to American self-image on his latest avant-garde work. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 25, 2022
Recordings from the last 13 years of Buffalo, NY's avant-garde collective Cages, ranging from surreally beautiful to deeply unsettling. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 5, 2019